Friday, January 09, 2004

I got my fix!

I got to spend a little quality time with Him...again, we weren't actually alone, but She didn't seem as demanding of His time on this round as she was before.

See? I can live with that! I'm an easy person to please (maybe even too easy)! I don't need to dominate His every waking moment....all I'm askin' for is a little attention and affection. And a little goes a long way with me!

She's not bad, just misunderstood.

I'll admit, I was a smidge too quick to narrow my eyes and regard Her with contempt, as slight as it may have been, BUT there's no mistaking it, she DOES have feelings for Him. She’d have to be made of stone if she didn’t! He’s just so frikkin’ loveable! Can’t blame the girl for that, however, she DOES need to recognize the hierarchy while she’s here in Bim.

I’m not worried though. Yeah, she gets to fly back with Him and I only have Him for a few short weeks, but this chick is definitely not a threat to me. I just gotta make my peace with this sitch and make the most of it! Who knows, I may even invite 'er to the movies or suh’in! Afterall, tourism is our business and we gotta play our part!

(Yeah Ade, that WAS the “group thing” you walked in on! ;) )

Wednesday, January 07, 2004

That’s it….I’m officially confused.
Last night was s’posed to be a romantic little rendez-vous for Him and me, but when I went over to pick Him up, my “plan train" came to a screeching halt when his apartment mate, who he brought here WITH Him on His vacation, chirped “So, where we goin’?”

So much for THAT idea! Long story short, my little outing turned into a group thing, and I kept a careful eye on Little Miss Ruin-Daanz’-Fun.
I dunno, her body language leads me to believe that there’s something goin’ on between the little pipsqueak and Him…or at least that it's one of her New Year's resolutions! Needless to say, neither of these two prospects sits well with me.

There’s nothing like a little jealousy to get the Part B showing! She’s probably a perfectly lovely person, but all I can think about is how short and plain she is, and how nasal her voice sounds.

Why in bloody hell, did He have to bring her down here anyhow? I must somehow devise a plan to distract her long enough for me to talk to Him and get to the bottom of this.

Tuesday, January 06, 2004

Ok phew, now that 2/3 of the Hot Boy crew has returned to their studies overseas (can’t wait ‘til summer when they return to distract me some more), maybe now I can concentrate on Him. Hope He’s ready to concentrate on me!

C.O.T.

Now that the new year is upon us, I find myself pondering certain questions that seem unanswerable to mere mortals…questions such as:

Why does my foot itch every time I wash dishes?
Will my brother really die if he doesn’t taste each yogurt that crosses our threshold, or is he only pretending?
When will I get the nerve to wear my fabulous fake eyelashes out in public?
Will Marcus ever blog again?
How do suicidal moths know when you’ve just poured a glass of milk or opened a tub of margarine?

The answers my friend, are blowin’ in the wind.

C.O.T.

My Grandad’s in the hospital. On the outside he looks bright and high-spirited, but who knows what’s goin’ on within those walls of flesh. We gotta wait for the tests. The doctor, assigned to him, is a young, earthy guy, with a warm bedside manner and an attractive haircut. Guess who’s developed a mild crush on ‘im. I am such a little girl sometimes.

Sunday, January 04, 2004

I can't believe I forgot to post my New Year's resolutions! I must be lapsing. Right, so here I go:

1.)I resolve to at least ATTEMPT to refrain from being too judgemental. There's so much negativity in the world, and I don't want to be one of the contributors. I don't want to be one who is so quick to condemn others who have a different perspective.

2.) I resolve to at least ATTEMPT to stop aquaintances from becoming strangers again. You know how it goes...one week you see someone in the street and you stop to talk, the next week, you just nod your hellos, and the next you walk past each other with no acknowledgement whatsoever! I think it's absolutely tragic when this happens, so by golly, I'm gonna take a stand on this!

This means I have work to do. One of my former best friends has become just an acquaintance to me and whenever I think about it, I feel a twinge in my heart. We've grown apart and it hurts. Well, now I'm bound by my resolution to try to regain contact with this lost sister. I'm going to email her right now.
Maybe I"ll let y'all know how it turns out.