I'm not liking the person I'm becoming.

In response to the negativity aimed in my direction, I've found myself reacting with the very same negative characteristics of which I disapprove, in others.
I need to nip this in the bud, and cleanse my aura.

C.O.T.

It's been a good couple weeks since my last set of crunches. I need to re-embrace my motto of "Kill the abs! Kill 'em!"

C.O.T.

I'm getting the sneaking suspicion (and of course, I could be wayyy off) that a 17 yr.old, supposedly quiet and shy, member of this dance troupe, is flirting with me! I'll keep my eyes open to be sure.

In the meantime, I'll refrain from brushing my hands across his chest and shoulders in an effort to correct his poor dance posture.

Y'know, sometimes kind words can make you cry just as well as cruel ones.

Yesterday at my ex-partner's farewell party I was trying not to acknowledge that I was fairly bummed. I was doin' a good job too, until an unlikely person came by the corner I had taken over, put a hand on my back and said "Don't worry Daana, a loss can also be an opportunity."
That little gesture moved me. Unfortunatly it also made me realise that, even though I'm still pissed at him, it still hurts that we're separating on a low note. Then the tears came. I don't think anybody noticed though. When I finally decided I needed to leave, I made my way over to him, through the usual cluster of ladies, gave him a quick hug and mumbled my goodbye and goodluck. When he said thanks, he looked me in the eye for the first time in about 2 months.

After that, I headed straight to the drive-in, hoping to catch Hitch and Be Cool; Lord knows I needed a laugh right then, but bust luck, it was sold out.

This week I'm gonna work on cheering the hell up.